should i be happy or sad ?? i dunno.. i'm confuse...... am i hurt?? mayb i am....
i thought i already forget it.. but i didnt.. why is tis so hard for me to do it ??
I'm REALLY hurt!!! i jez wan bak to the past.. not the life now.. i doesnt wan it!!!!!
why the time goes so fast?? hai ` missing all the past.....

cant we be friends??? i wan to know it what's actually happen!!!
my life is..........!!!!!! i hate it lotsss.... I hate myself..

i dont say its ur fault. its my fault..... shi wo zhi ji zuo bu hao.. wo zhi dao!!!
dui bu qi rang ni jue de hen mafan... mafan ni le... zhen de hen dui bu qi!!!

looking at........ i remember all of it... i doesnt wan it!!!...
thanks for being here for me last time... thanks alot althought i'm sad!! but nevermind....


zhi hui mo mo de kuan xin ni , mo mo de zhu fu ni , mo mo de nan guo , mo mo de xin tong.

I'm alright??? i can tell u that nobody is here for me...


tears dropping.......

JuiN 5:22 PM